Random Thoughts Again

I've been really busy since I got home from work.  I couldn't think of anything to blog about and didn't really have time to sit down and put a whole lot of thought into it.  So- it's random thoughts again for tonight. 

• I am still doing research on the blog post I told you about a few days ago.  I am trying to prepare myself mentally because I know there will be many who will not agree with me. 
• Kennedy and I started walking this week.  :)
• I think my dog is getting high off the candle I have lit. 
• I have received a lot of text messages, emails, and facebook messages about this blog.  Everyone has been so encouraging.  Several have shared similar stories with me, told me that they can relate, and have been so kind to tell me what they read touched their heart and helped them.  Every message has left me teary eyed.  Y'all are so sweet.  Words can't express how much it means to me.  My hope and prayer was that if I could help one person who was going through a difficult time it would be worth it all.  I can say already.....It is worth it. 
• My birthday is next week.  I can't believe I will be 42. 
• Prince will be at the Bi-Lo Center in Greenville the day before my birthday.  Tickets to see him would be the perfect birthday present.  ;)
• I love to read.  I just finished Steven Furtick's book, "Sun Stand Still."  It rocked my world.  Just like Joshua, I am praying some "Sun Stand Still" prayers.  I believe God can make the sun stand still for me just like he did for Joshua. 
• I am trying to stay awake long enough to watch the "Tonight Show"  Kyle will be in the audience tonight.  Hopefully, I will get to see him. 
• As hard as it is for me to accept.....I really don't understand some people.  (This subject will be a blog post soon...I'm sure.)
• The worst feeling in the world to me is disappointment.  It breaks my heart to feel disappointed by the actions of those I care about. 
• I have been reminded lately of something Kellan says a lot.  "He is faithful even when I am not." 
• Past behavior predicts future behavior.  It is easy to point a finger and say that about people we know who have screwed up, confessed their sin, and is trying to move on.  To be perfectly honest with you.....that statement scares me because of some bad choices I have made.  I don't want my past bad behavior to predict my future behavior.  I find myself only wanting that statement to apply to me when my behavior is good. 
• I want to be a Proverbs 31 woman.  I want to be like Esther, Ruth, Lydia, Mary, and Hannah.  The poet Janette..ikz says it best.  Watch the attached video.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igCj3jsbcqs